Ahh i just got caught by tha police again doin things no one needs to kno.xP its not even important or worth any time, but, Fuck! i swear everyones always out to get me!
People are always watching me! Blaming me fer shit i didnt do. This time it was my fault,, but I mean SHIT!
You dont have to be watching me ALL the damn time!
What th hell did i even do to anybody? No one even knows me and theyre already watching me.
Fuck!
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..They say it shouldnt be so bad. But the fact that Im no longer allowed in one of my favorite stores AND cant go to the mall for 6months is fuckin Frusterating.
N i know for a goddamn fact that everyones gna be up my ass lecturing me about "good and bad choices" and how i just got into a college thing and how i cant ever be trusted with other people.
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..Im so glad it happened to be my grandma, the one that had to pick me up, in the end.
She's so forgiving of me. I love that woman with all my heart. When I stepped out tht cop car i was expecting to be SCOLDED like SHIT!
.Instead, she hugged me, and said nothing..?
I was thankfull for that at least.. and she didnt call my mother either.. Of course ill have to in the end, but she couldve just ended my life right there.. And didnt..?
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To many emotions going thru my head.
I dont think im gna be on4 a while..